又是一篇华文的文章。
我一直都觉得，比起英文，华语更加能够充分地表达我的情感。
你，幸福吗？我觉得我很幸福。
这是我今天的领悟。我曾经觉得，为什么幸福离我这么遥远？
我不是出生在一个很幸福的家庭，也没有很幸福的生活。
我一直觉得，幸福只属于上天眷顾的人们。
在网路上看到很浪漫的求婚，我觉得那女的很幸福。
在面子书上看到有个女孩18岁的生日礼物，是一辆宝马，我觉得她是幸福的。
在部落格看到很多女生，很甜蜜写着她们的爱情故事，我觉得她们很幸福。
这些幸福对我来说，都是很虚无缥缈的。。
但是今天我发觉，其实我也是很幸福的。
我没有很浪漫的求婚，我没有宝马当生日礼物，我也没有很甜蜜的爱情故事，
但是我有的是一群会疼我，会宠我，会让我的家人，姐妹，朋友<3
家人，虽然家庭的关系没有特别的亲密，但是他们都是无可替代的，他们的疼，也是无可置疑的。
姐妹， 6个没有血缘关系，性格不同的女孩，缘分把她们牵到了一起。
虽然不常见面，可是心中一定有着大家，心情不好时，她们可以无条件地陪着你，开解你，当你的聆听者，她们是无可替代的<3
朋友，我觉得我身边的朋友，都很好。不管是现在式，还是过去式的朋友，他们都很好。
他们都是会疼你，宠你，让你的朋友。即使他们的好，都只基于男士风度。
特别是‘他们’，如果她们是我的姐妹，那么这个‘他们’，就是我的兄弟。
谁说男女不会有纯友谊？在他们身上，我就找到了<3
去了大学，我还很幸运地也遇到了她们。
虽然偶尔有些争吵，只是因为大家生活在不同的环境，想法会有些出入，
但是，跟他们在一起的时间是真的很开心。
这些人对我的好，都是无条件的
当你出了社会你就会发觉，没有人会这样疼着你，让着你，
每个人都是自私的，每个人都只为了自己的利益，
不管你是男的女的，18岁还是80岁，只要与利益有冲突，他们都绝对不会让步。
所以我说，其实我是很幸福的。
幸福的定义很广，但是只要你往好的方面想，其实你也是很幸福的。
幸福，其实很简单<3
我很爱你们，你们让我觉得我很幸福<3
open your window , experience your life
3/26/2012
3/22/2012
生命？
你有没有想过一些天马行空的东西？一些假设的事情。。
有时候我会在想，如果有一天我意外去世，留下眼泪的人会有多少个？
我希望我的灵魂可以去到我的丧礼，那么我就知道答案了。
当我想到这里时，我的眼泪会自动地掉下来。。心很莫名的会跟着伤心
我是个很自私的人，我常常会在想，我希望我比所有我在乎的人先去世，那么我就不用接受生死的离别了，我实在是无法想象那种痛。。
我最大的愿望，就是身边的人都要很健康很健康。。特别是爸爸妈妈。。
你们一定是觉得这是一个多么傻的想法，因为我也觉得自己很傻。。
这真的是一个傻的想法，佩服我的想像力吧。
每每看戏的时候，我不会控制自己的眼泪，我会让它们自由的掉下来。
何必控制自己的情绪呢？哭是很好的发泄方法。。
当你想哭而又找不到理由哭的时候，看戏吧，戏里面永远都有催泪的剧情。。
有时候不是自己太感性，哭不是把自己当成了里面的主角，只是一个让你可以光明正大哭的理由
哭了过后，压抑在心里，放在心里的事情就会得到纾解。。至少心里舒服些。。
我常常通过看戏，发泄压抑在心里的感觉，哭的时候一起哭完出来。。舒服多了。。
你有没有常常要假装很开心？有没有常常假装不介意？有没有常常把东西收在心里？
这种假面具有没有让你觉得窒息？
我发觉我越来越矛盾了，我也发觉我的双重性格很严重了。。
当我左脑告诉我不应该这样，右脑却告诉应该这样。。
两边扮演着不同的角色，让我常常很矛盾，因为两边都有各自的道理，理据。
理性和感性？你选择哪一种？
我是个感性的人，但我也知道自己应该理性，感性所做的事情往往会让自己后悔。。
理性却把我压制得很辛苦，我控制不到我的感性要我做的事情。。
而理性呢？你虽然知道是对的，可是跟着理性的指示，会让自己痛苦。。
哭吧哭吧。。一个眼泪陪伴我的夜晚。。
催泪的戏剧: on call 36 小时
05.18am 22 march 2012 . -完-
有时候我会在想，如果有一天我意外去世，留下眼泪的人会有多少个？
我希望我的灵魂可以去到我的丧礼，那么我就知道答案了。
当我想到这里时，我的眼泪会自动地掉下来。。心很莫名的会跟着伤心
我是个很自私的人，我常常会在想，我希望我比所有我在乎的人先去世，那么我就不用接受生死的离别了，我实在是无法想象那种痛。。
我最大的愿望，就是身边的人都要很健康很健康。。特别是爸爸妈妈。。
你们一定是觉得这是一个多么傻的想法，因为我也觉得自己很傻。。
这真的是一个傻的想法，佩服我的想像力吧。
每每看戏的时候，我不会控制自己的眼泪，我会让它们自由的掉下来。
何必控制自己的情绪呢？哭是很好的发泄方法。。
当你想哭而又找不到理由哭的时候，看戏吧，戏里面永远都有催泪的剧情。。
有时候不是自己太感性，哭不是把自己当成了里面的主角，只是一个让你可以光明正大哭的理由
哭了过后，压抑在心里，放在心里的事情就会得到纾解。。至少心里舒服些。。
我常常通过看戏，发泄压抑在心里的感觉，哭的时候一起哭完出来。。舒服多了。。
你有没有常常要假装很开心？有没有常常假装不介意？有没有常常把东西收在心里？
这种假面具有没有让你觉得窒息？
我发觉我越来越矛盾了，我也发觉我的双重性格很严重了。。
当我左脑告诉我不应该这样，右脑却告诉应该这样。。
两边扮演着不同的角色，让我常常很矛盾，因为两边都有各自的道理，理据。
理性和感性？你选择哪一种？
我是个感性的人，但我也知道自己应该理性，感性所做的事情往往会让自己后悔。。
理性却把我压制得很辛苦，我控制不到我的感性要我做的事情。。
而理性呢？你虽然知道是对的，可是跟着理性的指示，会让自己痛苦。。
哭吧哭吧。。一个眼泪陪伴我的夜晚。。
催泪的戏剧: on call 36 小时
05.18am 22 march 2012 . -完-
2/20/2012
Million sorry =(
Hello readers. I'm still here.
Firstly I want to sorry to all of you for my disappear and 0 update . This is because of some of the reason that I had no idea how to tell . There are too much things happen and i had no idea which should i update and which i shouldn't .
So end up , i decided not to update . I'll be back once i figure out all these things and a better way to update my previous status =)..see you soon !
I'm so sorry .. especially sorry for my babe jing for not update your birthday post =(
Firstly I want to sorry to all of you for my disappear and 0 update . This is because of some of the reason that I had no idea how to tell . There are too much things happen and i had no idea which should i update and which i shouldn't .
So end up , i decided not to update . I'll be back once i figure out all these things and a better way to update my previous status =)..see you soon !
I'm so sorry .. especially sorry for my babe jing for not update your birthday post =(
1/23/2012
End of December 2011
hello readers ! long time no see...miss me ? teehee..sorry that i'm really too busy because its year end and every plan come non-stop ! i got LOTS post to update but i delay and delay it..end up..nothing=p ! so i gonna roughly update how i end my 2011 in only one post !
1) Merry X'mas <3
1) Merry X'mas <3
Christmas is in the corner,santarina everywhere! I'm one of them too ! teehee.. I still got lots candy..visit to my house during CNY to grab them !
2) Hello Port Dickson !
Wondering how i spend my X'mas eve ? here is it ! A plan from me and von ! lets see the photoss =)
Seafood as our dinner and beach bbq as our supper ! love it !teehee ! more photo please refer to Evon chua FB album =)
AND! the activity of us during X'mas day after back from PD =)
3 ) Happy b'day !!!
woots ! its year end ! Finally its their b'day ! Had two celebration for 2 continues day which is 29th - 30th ! Im always busy at these moment XD! We went to damansara to giv the bday boy a surprise ! and being fool by him ...no long story to tell..juz waiting photo from mr potato and the story will be continuess...
same to 30th ! its another bday boy - little yellow (tze xiang) ..a simple but fun celebration =)...photo coming soon =)
4 ) Welcome 2012 !!
hiak hiak ..headache with how i pass my 2012..i used to pass wit a gang of friend..but tis year different because i got mr.sin with me =)..we decided to pass with the couples ( jim+ kkj , von+ jason, vivian+ erik , and my single babe Jane<3) .. not much photo taken on the day ! sooo............=(
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Post end ! Gong xi fa choi to everyone <3..i juz want to update all my post before tomolo =p ! nitez =)
ps : sorry for my very very simple n lazy update ！
12/21/2011
Tiger Rock Genting !
Hello readers =).. I'm here again to update how my life goes ! I should update this few days ago but..sorry that i'm just too busy =(..busy for working , drama , dating ! teehee~
Back to topic ..my Facebook friend should know that i went genting for tiger job last week...mm..should be last two week ago ? teehee..and my dearest Evon, babes Shiory and babes Michelle joinning too ! how happy right ? i always happy when we got chance to work together ! Its so damn fun <3
Date : 10 December 2011
Time : 530pm-10pm
Location : GICC ,First World Genting
Event :Genting Premier Car Draw Event
People Included : Ong Mami , Dear Von ,Babes Shiory,Babes Michelle
Its another Fun working day <3..although i have a small incident happened =( ! And WOW ,I want to mention this, this is a lucky draw event for genting Platinum Card holder ..and their prize wasn't a car , wasn't a million , wasn't blabalba...their prize 4 Mercedes and 4 BMW ,how luxury ! 8 car total worth 3 millions !!!!OMG , how lucky them were ! By the way , I know its not easy to upgrade to Platinum Card holder too XD!
Back to topic ..my Facebook friend should know that i went genting for tiger job last week...mm..should be last two week ago ? teehee..and my dearest Evon, babes Shiory and babes Michelle joinning too ! how happy right ? i always happy when we got chance to work together ! Its so damn fun <3
Date : 10 December 2011
Time : 530pm-10pm
Location : GICC ,First World Genting
Event :Genting Premier Car Draw Event
People Included : Ong Mami , Dear Von ,Babes Shiory,Babes Michelle
Its another Fun working day <3..although i have a small incident happened =( ! And WOW ,I want to mention this, this is a lucky draw event for genting Platinum Card holder ..and their prize wasn't a car , wasn't a million , wasn't blabalba...their prize 4 Mercedes and 4 BMW ,how luxury ! 8 car total worth 3 millions !!!!OMG , how lucky them were ! By the way , I know its not easy to upgrade to Platinum Card holder too XD!
All the pretty girls from Tiger,Guiness , Heineken (I <3 Heneken's Uniform !)
And woots ..lastly want to mention..nice to meet all the girls and especially Andrea <3 ..another very cute girl ! xoxo <3
Working life with all these pretty girls was fun !
Stay tune for the next 'Santarina' post =)
Stay tune for the next 'Santarina' post =)
12/09/2011
TeenFest !
Hello peeps ! I should update this post few days ago but ...blame to my lazyness again XD! I only receive the call one day before the teen fest when I feel hopeless to get a job for the 3 days (2-4)
I'm still the lucky one =p ! hehe...work as Offgamers Promoter in this three days , my biggest gained is get to know all the pretty babes there . Working with them interested my working hour , make me never feel bored there <3 ..expecially lunch /dinner time ! am i right babes ?tehee
I'm still the lucky one =p ! hehe...work as Offgamers Promoter in this three days , my biggest gained is get to know all the pretty babes there . Working with them interested my working hour , make me never feel bored there <3 ..expecially lunch /dinner time ! am i right babes ?tehee
Eunice ,Jennily,Janet,Eugune,ME,Shiory,Chelsea,Connie,Misaki,Wingyee,Michelle
The only suffer thing in this three days was heels torturing =(..Stand with heels 10 hours in 3 day continuously is killing me ! nono..is killing all of us ! babe shiory bought herself a new heels from vincci because of this too ! one day payment-byebye ! haha
S.I.X babes
(S)exy,(I)ncredible,(X)oxo
Miki (the cutest superviser ever ), Eugene,Jennily (tall and slim girl..envy )
We love our lunch/dinner time <3
Cam-whore at Mcd !
they cam-whore with my phone XD
toilet = Girls'heaven
We take these picture on the last day ! our crazy memories ! love it !
feel good to meet old friend there =)
Of cause i wont forgot to mention about my jim jim ! hehe.. she work with me on these 3 days . But she working at the different booth so we din't took too much photo =(..and she is the luckier one because she had a very nice supervisor and i had a very yim jim boss ='(
Main character of the day in my booth ! GOLD MAN !
and Mid valley x'mas decoration is nice ! go to take your picture there !
Can you feel how much i enjoy my job thought my post ?!teehee.. Lastly , Teenfest end ! job end ! our friendship will never end right ? keep in touch all the babes !
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