Titanic Day !

Okay , I had no idea what to blog about titanic actually . I just want to blog something , and this is the only thing i can think of at this moment *mmm

Such a romantic love movie , you you you and you , must watch with your another half . How about me ?hiak , don't worry , i got my single babes !

missed out babe potato !( guess he won't stalk my blog , else he gonna kill me for calling him like this !)

We had our dinner at Dragon-I , Our mr. potato love there so much ,because he love to suggest there every time when we have no idea what to eat at pavilion ,and this is my 1st visit to there . They strongly recommend me to eat the xiao long bao when i said i don't like xiao long bao , and i have to admit it , it's really nice <3 ..no wonder it so famous !

We feeling sooooo full after the dinner , but we still buy alotsss of snack before the movie start ! I feel wan to vomit after i put all the thing into my stoamch . 

PS: Pity-est things happen inside cinema - the one sitting beside you is a story teller !

shut up la deng !! 

Of cause the day won't end this simple , wan tan mee @230am was our last station ! crazy me , feel so damn full but still want to eat ! The wan tan mee there is really nice , very recommended ! The only thing i was wondering is, what is their working hours ? They seem like open for 24 hours @.@

okay ! finish crap for today . I should actually correcting all the report and photos for this week , but i just don't feel wan to do it =( so i escape it with blogging ! And it's 1.30am now , i should ciaoz already !

Good nitez peoples =)

April fool ?

Does anyone understand the meaning of April Fool well ?
Yes ? No ?
I can tell out loud now 'YES'! I understand the meaning of APRILFOOL DEEPLY!

April, why are you so bad to me ?
You rain at the 1st day I step in society officially , you make me late at the 1st day .
You make me OT at the 1st day I step in society officially , I only home at 11 at the 1st day .
You make me don even have an off day at the 1st week I step in society officially , I being call back to office on my off day .
You rain when i rushing for my partime job , you rain when i finding parking , I walk in the rain whole day .
You make me pay the most expensive parking ever , RM40 for parking fees .
You bring me in trouble in the 1st day i run store , I need find replacement one hour before the job start .

Ms.April , can you just be good a little bit to me ?

I don know am I making the right choice for choosing a company and job position like this , but i don't feel want to give up this easily . I used to give up , but I feel wan to grow up . I don't want give up just because I not use to it . I need experience right ? This is life right ?

It's really really tough and stress now , I'm really confusing in making choice now .  Leave or stay ?

My mind ask me to leave , and my rational ask me to stay .
I'll choose rational , stay strong !

April don't fool me ,I no more weak  , think positive !

*This is a test for my willpower ! and I don't want to fail !

New life with new gift

Hello !! I'm officially back to here ! Miss me ? i guess some of you yes ! am i right ? You know i'm talking about you ! yes ! its YOU !! and also YOU and YOU!! my stalker ! =p

Yes ! I'm officially here with a whole new me . A me that officially step into the complicated society world , a me that growing up no more playful life , a me that back to single life =). Hope this is a good start for me .

Okay , back to this post ! As the title , this post is to thanks my lovely mami <3 . She called me yesterday and ask me want a new purse or crystal necklace , of cause i choose purse since I already got one necklace . *excited !

I actually not putting so much hope for the purse because I used to choose thing by my own =p This is a bad habit , i don't really listen to others opinion and fashion sense =p

But i have surprise this time ! why say so ? lets see the purse

This is actually red color =p 

Teehee !! spot it ? its Braun Buffel ! I didn't expect she will bought this , brand that i quite interested with . Happy ! Their design is simple but their quality is seriously nice, very soft leather . But too bad , there is no photo slot for me to put photo =( ! 

Mami said : Graduate already , need to work already , change a new purse see if it will bring you luck help you earn money or not . =.=and she also said this is my 21st birthday present already =(..so no more already !!!! how sad ? =(

hehe..but nevermind , still thank you mami ! love you <3

幸福，就是这么简单

又是一篇华文的文章。
我一直都觉得，比起英文，华语更加能够充分地表达我的情感。

你，幸福吗？我觉得我很幸福。
这是我今天的领悟。我曾经觉得，为什么幸福离我这么遥远？
我不是出生在一个很幸福的家庭，也没有很幸福的生活。
我一直觉得，幸福只属于上天眷顾的人们。

在网路上看到很浪漫的求婚，我觉得那女的很幸福。
在面子书上看到有个女孩18岁的生日礼物，是一辆宝马，我觉得她是幸福的。
在部落格看到很多女生，很甜蜜写着她们的爱情故事，我觉得她们很幸福。
这些幸福对我来说，都是很虚无缥缈的。。

但是今天我发觉，其实我也是很幸福的。
我没有很浪漫的求婚，我没有宝马当生日礼物，我也没有很甜蜜的爱情故事，
但是我有的是一群会疼我，会宠我，会让我的家人，姐妹，朋友<3

家人，虽然家庭的关系没有特别的亲密，但是他们都是无可替代的，他们的疼，也是无可置疑的。

姐妹， 6个没有血缘关系，性格不同的女孩，缘分把她们牵到了一起。
虽然不常见面，可是心中一定有着大家，心情不好时，她们可以无条件地陪着你，开解你，当你的聆听者，她们是无可替代的<3

朋友，我觉得我身边的朋友，都很好。不管是现在式，还是过去式的朋友，他们都很好。
他们都是会疼你，宠你，让你的朋友。即使他们的好，都只基于男士风度。
特别是‘他们’，如果她们是我的姐妹，那么这个‘他们’，就是我的兄弟。
谁说男女不会有纯友谊？在他们身上，我就找到了<3

去了大学，我还很幸运地也遇到了她们。
虽然偶尔有些争吵，只是因为大家生活在不同的环境，想法会有些出入，
但是，跟他们在一起的时间是真的很开心。

这些人对我的好，都是无条件的

当你出了社会你就会发觉，没有人会这样疼着你，让着你，
每个人都是自私的，每个人都只为了自己的利益，
不管你是男的女的，18岁还是80岁，只要与利益有冲突，他们都绝对不会让步。

所以我说，其实我是很幸福的。
幸福的定义很广，但是只要你往好的方面想，其实你也是很幸福的。
幸福，其实很简单<3

我很爱你们，你们让我觉得我很幸福<3

生命？

你有没有想过一些天马行空的东西？一些假设的事情。。
有时候我会在想，如果有一天我意外去世，留下眼泪的人会有多少个？
我希望我的灵魂可以去到我的丧礼，那么我就知道答案了。

当我想到这里时，我的眼泪会自动地掉下来。。心很莫名的会跟着伤心
我是个很自私的人，我常常会在想，我希望我比所有我在乎的人先去世，那么我就不用接受生死的离别了，我实在是无法想象那种痛。。
我最大的愿望，就是身边的人都要很健康很健康。。特别是爸爸妈妈。。

你们一定是觉得这是一个多么傻的想法，因为我也觉得自己很傻。。
这真的是一个傻的想法，佩服我的想像力吧。
每每看戏的时候，我不会控制自己的眼泪，我会让它们自由的掉下来。
何必控制自己的情绪呢？哭是很好的发泄方法。。
当你想哭而又找不到理由哭的时候，看戏吧，戏里面永远都有催泪的剧情。。

有时候不是自己太感性，哭不是把自己当成了里面的主角，只是一个让你可以光明正大哭的理由
哭了过后，压抑在心里，放在心里的事情就会得到纾解。。至少心里舒服些。。
我常常通过看戏，发泄压抑在心里的感觉，哭的时候一起哭完出来。。舒服多了。。

你有没有常常要假装很开心？有没有常常假装不介意？有没有常常把东西收在心里？
这种假面具有没有让你觉得窒息？
我发觉我越来越矛盾了，我也发觉我的双重性格很严重了。。
当我左脑告诉我不应该这样，右脑却告诉应该这样。。
两边扮演着不同的角色，让我常常很矛盾，因为两边都有各自的道理，理据。

理性和感性？你选择哪一种？
我是个感性的人，但我也知道自己应该理性，感性所做的事情往往会让自己后悔。。
理性却把我压制得很辛苦，我控制不到我的感性要我做的事情。。
而理性呢？你虽然知道是对的，可是跟着理性的指示，会让自己痛苦。。

哭吧哭吧。。一个眼泪陪伴我的夜晚。。
催泪的戏剧: on call 36 小时

 05.18am 22 march 2012 .                                                                                                                -完-

Million sorry =(

Hello readers. I'm still here.

Firstly I want to sorry to all of you for my disappear and 0 update . This is because of some of the reason that I had no idea how to tell . There are too much things happen and i had no idea which should i update and which i shouldn't .

So end up , i decided not to update . I'll be back once i figure out all these things and a better way to update my previous status =)..see you soon !

I'm so sorry .. especially sorry for my babe jing for not update your birthday post =(

End of December 2011

hello readers ! long time no see...miss me ? teehee..sorry that i'm really too busy because its year end and every plan come non-stop ! i got LOTS post to update but i delay and delay it..end up..nothing=p ! so i gonna roughly update how i end my 2011 in only one post !

1) Merry X'mas <3

Christmas is in the corner,santarina everywhere! I'm one of them too ! teehee.. I still got lots candy..visit to my house during CNY to grab them ! 

2) Hello Port Dickson !

Wondering how i spend my X'mas eve ? here is it ! A plan from me and von ! lets see the photoss =)

Seafood as our dinner and beach bbq as our supper ! love it !teehee ! more photo please refer to Evon chua FB album =)

AND! the activity of us during X'mas day after back from PD =)

3 ) Happy b'day !!!

woots ! its year end ! Finally its their b'day ! Had two celebration for 2 continues day which is 29th - 30th ! Im always busy at these moment XD! We went to damansara to giv the bday boy a surprise ! and being fool by him ...no long story to tell..juz waiting photo from mr potato and the story will be continuess... 

same to 30th ! its another bday boy - little yellow (tze xiang) ..a simple but fun celebration =)...photo coming soon =)

4 ) Welcome 2012 !!

hiak hiak ..headache with how i pass my 2012..i used to pass wit a gang of friend..but tis year different because i got mr.sin with me =)..we decided to pass with the couples ( jim+ kkj , von+ jason, vivian+ erik , and my single babe Jane<3) .. not much photo taken on the day ! sooo............=(

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Post end ! Gong xi fa choi to everyone <3..i juz want to update all my post before tomolo =p ! nitez =)

ps : sorry for my very very simple n lazy update ！