The Lame

yes ~ as title ~ this blogspot is about all of you ~

how this group form ? people come and go ~

and 9 of us stil stick togather in a gang ~

seriously i felt myself is the lucky one ~

many colleger told me , ur secondary friend will be your life friend

because in college is impossible to get true friend ~

study the same course in the same college so that you guys can became friend ..

but that also mean that you guys wil be enemy after graduate .. thats y people say that 'true friend' will never appear in ur college life..

but im lucky ~ i found a gang in my college , and its not only 1 , but 8 !

how lucky im ? many of my secondary scol fren say to me

: wow , why you so gd have a gang of friend in college ? a gang of friend that can talk , can hangout togather ..

they got friend , but just really is college friend .. only talk at college , only talk abt assign , group work ..

never chitchat , never hang out...

so you know how proud am i ? how happy am i ? how lucky a i ?

i don't how whether you guys have the same feeling with me ..

nowadays ... many problem appear between us .. i feel it and i know it ..

i don't know you guys wan to break everythings here .. or want to repair the relationship between us ...

friendship problem .. i met alot .. and i tired with it ..

Sook - im so sorry if i said somethings heavy that day ... but seriously , i cant understand you.. i dont understand what make you sooo unhappy , what for you to spoil everythings we planned for you.. and you know i hate this .. why don't you just say out the reason so that we can understand you ? emo also please let us kmow the reason ... hide everythings inside , no one can know what are you thinking~

wailing - i noe nowadays you angry me too , just because of the fucking 120 job .. do you felt that is worth for you to angry ? and i don understand the reason you angry.. just because sook take the job ?? i noe you angry me because i tell u i not working but i take the job at the end .. i take the job because sook , she want to work.. and i noe that is because she wan somebody to pass 12 with her .. so i take the job.. you angry i din pass the job to you .. i ask you before i ask sook .. because i noe you need money , but you got transport problem.. how i hold the job for you ? im just working , im not the boss , u say u wan take the job 1st den onli you find a transport , how if til last min u stil cant get transport ? you must understand .. this is a job , we must responsible for all of tis ,i cant take the risk ..i hope you will understand ...

car - about the job , i know you also angry with it .. because i din ask you at all~! but that is because i noe its a nite job .. u cant take it .. what for i ask you ? i noe you need money too.. if got job that is suitable for you sure i ask ... like the flyers job , i noe that convenience for you .. beside this , i know you felt that we oways ignore you ... i admit it ! we sometime really wil 忽略 you.. a gang of fren , 9 person , its impossible for me to take care everyone , you must also put some effort .. u oways silent behind , no one wil understand you .. i cant guess ur mind , im not the worm inside ur stomach, 你不可能奢望我們每次討論東西都一個一個問，你主動，我們不可能不理你的。。誰有意見就自己提出來，我們不也是這樣，把自己的意見提出來，不是非得要別人問你，才可以提出你的意見。。。談天的時候也一樣~ 覺得什麽問題就提出來，不要收在心裏面。。我們不會知道你在想什麽的~

syeli - i felt sorry to you too...你是我們裏面最沒意見的人，也因此，我們容易忽略了你。。而你，也沒說什麽。。看過你部落格裏面的一篇文章。。看了以後。。我内疚了。。因爲我們真的忽略了你。。沒什麽想說的~真的只想跟你說- 對不起

shanay - 我其實沒什麽要說的~ 你是一個很好很好的朋友。。你很關心大家，很注重大家。。只是太過直率的性格，偶爾可能會讓人吃不消。。

其實，一開始我就應該用華語來完成這篇文章。。。可是到了中間我才想起，所以就轉用華語了。。每次有問題。。我們都囘不了了之~ 時間過了~就算了。。可是問題還在。。永遠沒有去解決。。。問題就越來越多~ 永無止境地一大堆問題~

友情問題~ 我真的遇過很多~ 朋友來了又走， 剛開始~ 我真的很不能接受。。我真的很傷心~後來~ 慢慢看透了~ 想開了~ 地球在轉。。。每個人都會改變。。。 你們的想法。。我很清楚。。因爲我曾經也有過。。很多問題。。其實都是自己把事情想得太複雜。。。然後再把想法受在心裏面。。心裏的刺插得越來越深。。。友情~ 就這樣慢慢的 ~ 消失 ~

十個手指有長短，九個人的團體，每個人的性格都不同。。怎麽可能沒有偏心的問題 ？ 一定出現 A-B 感情比較好，C-D 感情比較不好~ 這是很正常的~ 如果介意，就說出來，不要放在心裏面。。。

我自己有什麽問題。。我不知道。。你們在背後埋怨。。我會知道嗎？我不知道那我就不會改。。那我永遠都是這樣。。這樣的友情。。可以維持多久？　對你們～也一樣～　今天。。我把所有的問題說出來～　是因爲我還希望。。我們可以儅永遠的朋友。。。　我不希望你們只是我大學的過客。。

還是那一句話：不要猜測別人的心，除非你有１００％的了解　

所以你也不要把問題收在心裏面。。。奢望我們知道你的想法。。然後跟著你希望的去改變～

還有一個人

Z ~ 我知道，你也有收在心裏的埋怨。。我承認。。其實跟你真的沒有很熟。。 除了學校以外。。我們不會有任何的聯絡。。任何的話題。。。 我不是一個主動的人。。我不會上MSN找朋友聊天。。也不會主動打電話找朋友聊天。。但是。。在我心裏，你真的是一個很好的朋友~ 我一樣不希望你只是我大學的過客~ 我知道你也是外表開心的人。。如果你希望得到朋友的關心。。。偶爾把心理的話說出來吧~

我要說的就是這麽多了~

還是那句

我真的很開心~ 擁有你們~