relax relax!!

OMG!!!!

i need to relax my mind~!!!

yea i know it's my own problem~

i got no right to say this,

because i was actually wasting time~!!

but now i was really stressfull!!

i got more den 4 assignment not yet finish!!

i got no idea~!! im stuck now!! 4 more to go for only VC!!

1 story for video production~

i feel so uncomfortable now~!!!

my mind was~like something stucked~!!

i wan realease it!!! my god!!! the feeling become stronger while i put more effort to think idea~!!

omg~!!!save me please~!!

how to realease the uncomfortable feel`!!

i want to continue my assignment!!

the uncomfortable feel become stronger when i feel stuck~!!!as now~!!

idea come towards me please~!!! i need you so much~!!!

我變了？

I will use chinese to write this article~

最近，有人說我變了~

不是外表變了~

是性格變了~

變得沒那麽開朗了，話也少了。。

真的嗎？

原來，不知不覺中，我真的改變了~

他們說，不喜歡我的改變

要說改變，不如說成長

說真的，我身邊發生的事情，

真得令我改變很多，領悟很多，

不知不覺中，我也學到很多東西，

知道什麽是應該，什麽是不應該，

什麽該執著，什麽該放手，什麽對自己最重要。。

什麽是真，什麽是假。。

話少了，是真的，

我開始，不愛發言，

喜歡靜靜坐在一邊，聼著大家的故事，

靜靜的思考，

也開始，喜歡一個人呆在家，

不再像以前，每天只想要往外跑~

開始，喜歡一個人的感覺~

什麽都不需要理會，不需要知道~

只知道做好自己，

以前的我，會把心情寫在部落格。。

可是慢慢的。。部落格滿足不了我，，

所以，我也越來越少更新，

心情，也不會在部落格出現~

只是默默地收在心理~不想讓大家知道~

不想讓大家擔心~

我說過，我不習慣對朋友說心裏的感覺~

以前是這樣，現在也一樣~

所以，朋友們，如果你也覺得我變了，

不要為我的改變覺得不開心，我還是我，

只是這可能不是你剛認識的我~

接受我的改變吧~我的改變~只是在保護我自己~

ps:你們說我改變了？不~我說我成長了^^

2nd celebration with the gals and the guys^^

wow~i woke up at 8pm and receive dannis call at around 9 ?for tea^^

and get the call from von at 10~for tea also~

so at the end~just combine them togather^^hehe~

the location is 21st^^

well, i admit that i make a wrong choice actually~haha~

because we was separate into 2 gang at the end~

reason is the gals and the guys was not that close~hahah~

but no choice le><~who ask both side date me at the same time neh>

today was really a good date i think~

because i can heard many times of b'day song~

im not the only one who celebrate b'day at 21st~!!haha~

funny things happen while the cake appear~!

the waiter cant get us and they walk over le~!!haha~~

and i get cream attack after blow the candle~pity me><~haha~

the gals gift me a purse from roxy^^love it^^

thank so much my gals^^

and the guys also gift me a purse from 'LV'~hahaha~abit funny~

seem like i really need a purse so much huh~!!wuahaha~~

by the way~

thanks for the celebration and the present^^

feeling warm to be with u all

love you all^^

muackzz~~^^

and let me share some photo here^^

Photo taken by Cheki-Cheki from dear kaiyen^^

The guys^^( all boyscout!!haha~)

The gals^^love u all^^muackz

The present from the gals^^

1st celebration with the Lamest Gang^^

16/7-17/7

phew~~ after a long planning ~

finally we fix our plan - sing k~shabu and overnite at my house^^

We went to mamak village for our brunch after class

After that onli we went to our 1st location-Sunway Red Box

wow~1st we enter our room was so surprise~

the room was soooooooo BIG!!! got 2 LCD ,got a bar table and also a stage sumore~!!phew~!!

Room No.53

photo upload later^^hehe~~

they gave me a surprise af the middle time~

and the most surprise me is the present^^

because i though they baught me purse but not~

they baught me the shirt which i love so much^^hehe~thx u guys^^muackz~

they hide the present with alot of 'white rabbit candy'~

( wailing asked me before what candy i like the most )~haha~

after the celebration we went to puchong eat shabushabu^^

they wish to eat that long time ago~finally we ate it!!haha~

a small problem comes up after shabu~but we solve it^^

so forget the unhappy part^^

and they all came to my house overnite ar 1am~why so late??

because of someone need go for badminton~haha~

onli wf and rex sleep at the night~

we all chit chating till morning~nap for awhile~

den its time to back subang already^^

and i slept after they back~ i sleep from 11am-8pm today^^wow~

lastly~ want to say thanks to all of you^^

love the time when stick with all of you^^

really happy to meet you all^^

its my luck^^wish our friendship can last longer^^

love you all and again thanks very much^^

muackz

Flash Back

ARGG!!!

i hate moody!! please ... run out from my mind~!!!

stress enough !! I don't konw the meanning of 'take it serious'~

i take it serious but you though i'm playing around ~

what the idea should be?? can you show some example??

atleast some explaination~!!!

i seriously don't what and how to do~

i can't stand the feeling~!!

damn confusing now!!

alot of things flashing back inside my brain~!!

i feel so down~ i feel want to cry out loud~i feel want to scream out loud!!

i always control myself~ i never let myself lose control~

i never let myself being EMO~ but actually its really suffer~!!

i can't stand it anymore!!! i want to release out all my feeling!!

i want to release the stress!! someone help me please~~

teach me what to do please~

i really tiring with all of this~~

Busy Day~!!

Phew~~ what a tired and busy day~!!

My day was fully booked~!

start from 7am until 1230am~!!

Yesterday was shooting day for video production 1st assignment~

and the location at Jalan Ipoh .

I was over sleep so i straight meet them at SS15 and they just finish eat .

We heading to Jalan Ipoh after breakfast .

We went some wrong way and finally we get back the way after half hour .

i stay thr for around 2 hours onli because i need rush back to serdang for cosplay competition at

12pm .

The cosplay competition start at 2pm , all of us kelam kabut prepared everythings before

competition .

Everythings go smooth and at the end Von get champion^^congratulation ,Osama get 2nd

runner up~

This is the 1st time Osama doing stage performance.

after competition around 4++ and i was starving .

just drink a milo ice from morning until end of competition , after discussing ,

jing and me decide go mamak eat rojak~and i was regret because the rojak was just lik ~

'YIAK!'

after that i straight away heading to old town meet my sis' manager

discuss about the part time job ,seriously ,i feel so stress after he show me his work><~

i scare i cant handle it~and i can't reach his condition !!

god bless pls!!

after that!! we rush back for bath and rush to aunty there again!!

We have been invited to aunty house for buffet dinner^^

having fun there ,especially while playing game with korkor them~!! my god~!!!

damn full~this is the consequent of enermy with all the guys~!!hahahaha!!

we end the game at around 11 and i was planning back early because i was really tired .

i fetch cy n jing to mobil for their gathering and i saw 5354 was there ,

they was planning to broga , at the beginning i really felt so lazy to go><

but i never went thr b4~~so at the end~ i was still going !

we finish tea at 12++ ,i sleep at 1.30 and they wake miie up at 430 ,

WE START OUT BROGA TRIP AT 5.00AM!!

new post for my broga trip^^